October 2015-October 2016
The business got heavier and heavier. I tried to settle in under the weight but
found it crushing me. I tried to keep up with the demands from comedians and
the club. I tried to live up to the person I wanted to be. I tried
halfheartedly to find another job, feeling guilty for wanting to leave. I
finally had a home, a family, and I still couldn’t find a way to be happy. I
wondered if I was broken. I made adjustments to my attitude, to my
expectations. People praised me for doing a job I was ashamed of.
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